Back again! Well, i weighed myself last night and according to the scales...
TOTAL LOST OR GAINED:
LOST 3LB
mmm...not as well as i had wanted to do. But then i know why. This week i've eaten more which is never a good sign. At least i havent gained though. Also i weighed myself this morning to double check and i was a 1lb lighter (which usually happens as your body has rested and lost water weight). But i am sticking to the original weight and then next week it means i will have lost lots of weight.
Woke up and managed to skip breakfast even though my mum was there. I think she figured i wouldnt eat it and she didnt want to start off my day in a crappy mood.
Then to work! Im sure you dont want to hear muc about that apart from i found that that is one of the things that triggers me to eat! surprise? I shouldnt be - its a food shop! I have to give people free tasters and they eat in front of me! It sucks.
The day went quick though. At lunch my boss noticed i was only having 2 sticks of gum for lunch (because there is a pokey hole to sit out back and people need to get there to do their job). She said about me starving myself. I said that i wasnt, i just wasnt hungry. AND BUTT OUT! i didnt say that last bit! lol, but i felt like it.
I had to pick up tea for my sister and i on mums orders because it would only be us for tea that night. So i spent ages when there was no customers in the shop, looking at the calories in the one portions (we share a one). Most were horrendous but shepherds pie was the best (200kcal if split).
I had to have it all for tea because otherwise i knew my sister would kick up a fuss. But after i'd eaten it all i couldnt keep it down, it weighed so heavy on my stomach. it was so uncomfortable that i had to purge some but it wasnt much. I also felt happy that i could eat a small portion like that and find im too full. yay!
Another point that i know is kinda gross but i thought i'd just mention is the pain in the ass that is pooing! I dont know whether it is the effects of the laxitives i had used in the past that have weakened my muscles or my continual consumption of gum, but i have no control over it. I get some heads up but over the last two days ive been literally pooing my pants (only twice though). Its a bit worrying! lol.
Here are my calories for the day:
MEAL FOOD CONSUMED CAL
Breakfast
Nothing 0kcal
Lunch
4 pieces of gum 20kcal
Tea
half a 1 portion of shepherds pie 200kcal
peas 40kcal
Snack
Nothing
TOTAL : 260kcal
I didnt do any exercise because i had to get home quickly to say goodbye to C (mum's fiance - i wont put full name) as he has left for france for a week then i had to get tea. I know its no excuse!
Right, im gonna have to go now because i have to go to the gym and then it will only be a few hours before im blogging you again! lol God! i have a busy life! lol.
Speak soon,
Poppy xx ;p
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