Aahhh! Scary food!
Even though im sure the FDA werent imagining it to be used by anas and mias, but i think it illustrates how disgusting all this fattening food is. It is truly scary!
Today i have felt like a bit of a frazzled bean! I have felt tired and worn out. But the day has not dragged by so thats good.
I only had 2 hours and 30 minutes sleep before work this morning. Ive been finding it really hard to get to sleep even if im tired. I got up and was hungry from the moment i woke. It felt like i was ill - you know that slight pressure-like feeling?
I went to work and for the first 2 hours i was seriously dizzy. I had to keep saying to myself 'not now! the boss is here and she'll twig if i blackout now!' or 'its too early to start fainting - im only a fraction of the way to my goal!'. As it happened, i didnt. The morning went quite quickly and i sucessfully stayed far away from the tasters.
It stayed dry so for the lunch break (minus the lunch!) i was able to enjoy the buffeting winds and have my hair blown about a la dragged-through-a-hedge-backwards! Im glad i got away from the shop though and could sit without being nagged. I also managed to reach the halfway point in my book! yay!
After that my boss decided it wasnt busy enough to need us all there so said how would i like to go home and post some menus through doors (still paid!). I liked the idea - it meant i could get some exercise by walking and i could be back home. I got dropped off and then realised i hadnt got my keys! Luckily, disaster was quickly averted as the neighbour had a key.
I walked around the neighbourhood with my menus for an hour and when i phoned my boss it was already 3.35 so she said that there was no point me coming back today. I was happy with that - more reading!
When i got home my sister was there and decided to cook chips. She said to me 'want some?'. 'YES! YES OF COURSE! GIVE THEM TO ME IM STARVING! CHIPS CHIPS - OH YUMMY CHIPS!'. I said no thanks. However my stomach was getting to the point where i thought id have to walk around at a 90 degree angle. The only things that i could surely measure was some after dinner mints. I had 4. My sister then brought me out two more when she returned to the kitchen to get herself an ice cream - bear in mind shes a size 8! im so jealous of her.
By the time my mum and stepdad came home i really wasnt in the modd to exercise. I was having a very lethargic day today. Around 6pm i started to panic, although i have no idea why cos the tea wouldnt have been that high cal. I had had 6 mints which didnt work out too bad against me. The tea was coated chicken but it was a weight watchers recipe - only like 150kcal. But i just got wigged because i hadnt gone to the gym before.
Due to this i decided in an instant that i wouldnt be awake for tea. I put my book down, turned on my side and went to sleep. I vaguely remember my sister coming up 3 times during the next hour asking me was i eating the chicken, was i coming down, come down! I just mumbled and fell back to sleep, her steps banging back down the hall.
The next time i woke up was when i needed the loo and had no other way but to bump into my mother. She said was i ok. I just said i was really tired and sorry, but at least it meant i could be up earlier tomorrow. She didnt pester me too much.
I went back to sleep for a bit and have just woken up at 1am. I am already tired again though so will probably doze back off after this. Tomorrow i have to do lots of housework and i might be able to squeeze in the gym somewhen, as its open from 10am till 3pm.
sorry about the slowness of me putting things up on the site - maybe tomorrow i will be able to get on and add a few pages.
Here are my calories for the day:
MEAL FOOD CONSUMED CAL
Breakfast
Nothing 0kcal
Lunch
2 pieces of gum 10kcal
Tea
6 x after dinner mints 120kcal
Snack
2 pieces of gum 10kcal
3 x diet coke 5kcal
TOTAL 145KCAL
EXERCISE CALS BURNED
Walking (with extra ballast!) for an hour 150kcal
TOTAL -5KCAL
So im so desperate to do well this week as i only have a little while before the holiday. Im going to do a weigh-in on tuesday like normal, then i'll do another on Friday just before i go cos i dont know if they let you take scales abroad! lol.
Also i have a serious question which i would really apprieciate if someone could answer asap for me: do you think they would check and suspect something if i put my diet pills and multivits in my suitcase? Do you think they'd spot it on the x-ray and think it was illegal or something?
Right, im offskies now!
X*Poppy*X
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