Sorry about the big pause in blogs! I've moved back to uni and revised my ass off the first week i was here. After that i've kinda been settling in and sleeping...lots! lol.
But i have finally managed to pull myself from my bed and write this blog! I've had my time to myself to settle in, now it's time to get to the real buisiness.
Before my exam, i began to fast, and did this for 2 days. Lily - you remember our conversation online then and im sorry i didnt reply with the blog i promised. However, i decided to stop the fast then because i had an exam on monday and decided it probably wasnt a good idea to eat nothing for 6 days prior to my first exam in a year!
On the flip side however, this means that since a few days before the exam i had been constantly binging and vomitting. I have only eaten a hot meal in the main kitchen once and the rest of the time i've been snacking then purging. I ate eating with people, so it has become my only option.
Now that the exam is over and the new semester is beginning, its time to return to restricting, otherwise i can't see how my b/p ing can get more out of hand. I still have a lot of weight to lose.
So from tomorrow, i will be returning to normal blogging routines and look forward to hearing from you then.
Thank you all for your messages in the guestbook, i always love to hear what you have to say, even if its just a message of support.
tcstar - i did put some weight on during the hols, and due to my b/p ing and stopping of the fast too early, the weight i originally lost in the week i reported is back on. I have decided not to disclose my weight until im back at my lowest point so far, again. This will hopefully only take me 3-4 weeks. we shall see...
Speak to you all tomorrow.
Poppy XoXo
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