Cheap gag, i know, but its the best i can muster at the moment. You all know the situation, in a moment of weakness or cunning you buy a chocolate bar. From the moment you buy it you know it was wrong.
Now, heres my predicament. It is just sitting there at the end of my bed. I havent touched it since i bought it this afternoon, which is good for me. I bought it because my sister was there with me and she would have SOO suspected something if i had refused chocolate. Anyways, it is 12.36 midnight here - defcon1 for bingeing. I can't binge however there is this bar. My stomach pains are reli bad this evening and i know im not supposed to eat it but its hard.
I know as soon as i go to watch my film i will want food. My head is such a bitch! So what do i do?!
Here's my calorie intake for today:
MEAL FOOD CONSUMED CAL
Breakfast
3 pieces of gum 15kcal
Lunch
Diet Coke 0kcal
4 pieces of gum 20kcal
Tea
Beef stir fry (just beef and peppers) 200kcal
2 pieces of gum 10kcal
Misc 2 x sugar free squash 12kcal
Total 257kcal
So, as you can see i am under 300kcal. The chocolate bar is 260kcal. Its scary thats more than my intake for today! If i had it it would bring my calorie total up to 517kcal.
So i don't know what to do. As much as i apprieciate your comments about throwing it i don't think i can. As for purging, that thought did cross my mind. However, as it is so late i cant do it in the bathroom as my parents will be able to hear. I would do it in my room, but i dont have a spare bowl (i know its gross but its just the way i work - i get desperate).
Well, isnt this a load of waffle! lol. mmm. waffles.... STOP IT!
If you can imagine me now i am knawing at my knuckles going cross-eyed barking mad!
Poppy xx
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'I am tied to the stake, and I must stand the course.'
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'O reason not the need!'
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'When the minds free,/The bodys delicate'
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